no more days counting cause i lost count.

finally i am feeling better! HAHAHA seriously, cause i am too busy thinking bout everything of life, can't be bothered by you anymore, you and your bullshit, trying to attract attention everytime, from whoever that would. i win. like seriously.

No more day counting but still, day 8

I felt the agony inside, can't accept the fact that you're not mine anymore, not someone for me to wake up to, not waking up for me anymore.


I am always always always there for you when you need me and now I m missing you like mad and stress over school work, whose here for me? I am there for you even after our broke up, helping you in every given opportunity, but now that you don't need me anymore you throw me away like how you always do it.

no more counting of days

i said argony end, but it is destroying me from the inside.

agony ends today. right away.

Day7

Suddenly keep thinking of you!

Day 6

Going to go on a date with Charmaine yet I'm still thinking of you, I'm glad that I've got this blog for me to rant and talk with free will, or Else I think I will cope everything up and explode.

Day 5

i am not taking any hint, i am not going to do anything any more, if you really want me that badly, text me. just a simple text putting your ego and everything down telling me you still love me and i'll jus give it everything i've got. i dont know if you're reading, i dont know if you know it or not, i'm giving it two days, till 4.15 in the midnight of sunday or monday if you wanna put it. if i never receive anything from you. i am going to throw everything away, no a single thing left, giving it everything i've got to jus throw you away, getting you out of my life and going on with my life, i've go nothing more to wish for.. thats all. anything later than that is not going to work, nothing.

day 4

i saw your twitter, it broke me utterly, it appear that. there is someone out there making you crazy over him. it destroy me inside out, it make me wonder if we were even real.. if someone out there can touch your heart jus like that, who am i to you?

Day 3

Morning of a day 3, the moment I wake up all I wanna do is to check your twitter and see if there is any hint telling me to go back.

Day 3

I am getting better.

Day2

I have no freaking idea what you want anymore, back thn when I pass you my hardisk, you were watch the vids, I want to kiss you so badly, when I'm chasing you around, I wanna hug you do badly, but you told me you jus wanna be friend. What do you expect me to do? You said you love single life, what can I do? I really dont know, after that day you seems to be avoiding me, I have no idea why that happen, is it because I didn't do anything? Argh, fuck my life. You don't see me using this phase frequently, but I really feel like it now.

Day 2

I can sense my sore throat coming.

Day 2

8 hours into the 2nd day.
i am still thinking of ways to get you back.
know it is impossible.

Day 2

Why does every single little shit remind me of you? Even a tomato scramble egg can kept you in my mind for a while.

2nd day

Jus woke up from a nap and realize that, after so long, you're still the first thing that comes to my mind upon waking up.

Day 2

Officially 2nd day.

i am still in the damn first day.

卢俐莹

still that mother fucking day 1

wtfffff, i know i shouldn't be thinking of ways to get you back, but i am keep constantly thinking of it. OMFG

SERENE LOH LIYING

day 1

miss you like a mad mother fucker.