aftermath.

i was not in a good mood the last few days and my fren all knows it..
how insignificant humen can be??i haven't found the people(s) worth going around my world for..
nowadays i hardly entertain people(s)..thus i am always one out of the odd..

why are people so empty??they need the other humen being to confirm with their theory..
cant they just do whatever they want to do depending on themself and just heck care what other people comment about..well i should agree that i does need people confirmation once in a while as well..=]

been through so many event during the EOY,CNY holidays..i have finally see what i really wan about..but theres no motivation for me to go and go after it..

i have make it clear what i want but its all too late..so now i have to make a big decision is to wait for it or just carry on with my life and just get over it..i appear that the 2nd choice is more of a wise one..but my heart is trying to pull me to the 1st one instead..its hard to make a choice..

went go amk hub wanted to look for kah yen but still never see any sign of her...haha..=]

good night..=]
my post will definately drive you sleeping..wahahaha