i saw you coming online and i fear to approch you..i am afraid of set back.i fear that you will merely ignore.i fear your rejection..but whats after those setbacks?emptiness..nothing else..


i know wat i need and wat i want right now..i wan the feeling i obtain from that 12 days..i wan that feeling that my heart beat faster every time we kissed.i want the perfact hug i get from you..i nvr ever get anything i felt as compatible with me anywhere before and after nearly a year after which is today..


sometimes i wonder..do you feel this way aswell..today as i was looking at the plain white cloud i thought of many things that happened..why do i always look at the negetive side??why.
i keep on looking inside cause its a hole and i wanted to fill it up..but filling it up with wat?my love for ya??i got planty but just with those are not enough to even allow me to see the base of the hole with naked eye..