Monday, July 28, 2008

hope(less).

no interest for anything.emoing in blog again.AGAIN!!~
omg..interest where you gone to?RAWR FASTER COME BACK LAA~~
LAWLS~

haha.


maybe i get the wrong idea of the term "stead" i always thought that its care and concern that is the more important ingredient in it.but actually not. its the fun that is pulling both party together.

Friday, July 25, 2008

Deadly Friday.

i thought that I've found it..nope i haven't i wouldn't be sitting here blogging at this particular post if i had..i was reminded that not to judge a book by it's colourful cover.


i shouldn't present my own emotion on other people so when ever you see me hanging around with my friends i am always trying my best to put on the cheerful side of me. but i don't know wat has got'n into me.i am so listless this few week...due to the lost of aim??probably..

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

i saw you coming online and i fear to approch you..i am afraid of set back.i fear that you will merely ignore.i fear your rejection..but whats after those setbacks?emptiness..nothing else..


i know wat i need and wat i want right now..i wan the feeling i obtain from that 12 days..i wan that feeling that my heart beat faster every time we kissed.i want the perfact hug i get from you..i nvr ever get anything i felt as compatible with me anywhere before and after nearly a year after which is today..


sometimes i wonder..do you feel this way aswell..today as i was looking at the plain white cloud i thought of many things that happened..why do i always look at the negetive side??why.
i keep on looking inside cause its a hole and i wanted to fill it up..but filling it up with wat?my love for ya??i got planty but just with those are not enough to even allow me to see the base of the hole with naked eye..

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

i am a top student from raffles institution(RI) i having 3pure sciences A & E maths POA pure history pure geo and pure lit higher mother tougue and 3rd language of Romanian..LOL!!i would be writing here is i am that good eh??=x

haha decade after i last updated this blog.. ._.
resume biking again..

i have no idea on wat and how to blog anymore..losing aim for life again??
viewed my older post and saw the ups and down of my entire blogging life..oh my god i only have got 30 posts up till now..
x.x

haha due to prelim i do not have school from thursday till tuesday..D; so boring...staying at home every day!!~made my contact lens.. ._.