27Th august 2008.

rain.

since its just 22.33 i still have couple of minutes before waking dad up.
yea..still trying D:

nothing much to blog about.next week is the one week holidays.hope i can make use of it and obtain what i had wanted for long.=D

holidays = spending week. Zzz
have to restrict myself from over spending..or else i got to suffer for the following week...T_T

blog for the purpose of blogging.
no point here actually.

i am thinking to give up or not to.still thinking.hard decision since it had already been 9months. time flies.

i am totally confused..music please~™
stomach pain for days.just went to doctor today.hope by doing this it help.

i think i going to just randomly choose one.NOT anyone i know now.
good.hope that help.

Label:confused.

18th august 2008.

BIG sunny day.

singapore won a silver medal.women table tennis team.
i feel empty.mistaken someone elses as you.i should say to be lucky that i could still find the way out that she is not you.i restricted myself.

i heard from tetsu that my shuffling is getting better..xDD GLAD~~
haha...still have hell lots of space for improvement. =D
everyone is telling me to look for my own style....YES I WILL DUDE~

15th august 2008.

sunny-rain.

happy-excited-sad.

I didn't see your name appear in my inbox again..
For that moment that's the only thing i could desire.
i must not be greedy.
i know the limit.
that's all i can have.
for the mistake i have made.
for a mistake that i don't even know how it happen.
for a mistake that i don't even know its a mistake.
I've long know that what i truly desire would not even happen in the freaking dream.
i daydreamed for it.
looking around for you.
or something that can let me always not miss you as much.
i fail-ed.
i search high and low for it.
and i end up at the end of the world.
if i could rewind everything i wouldn't want to change anything.
because this is how it will happen naturally.
even if i want i wouldn't even have the ability to change it.
and for the sake that i do not want to have any bad memories of you.
i want you to be just as beautiful as your name.
i love your name.
i love you.
i really misses you.
it's not for viewing or what so ever.
i wrote this because i do not know where else to show my feeling.
i might go berserk if i do not give it out somewhere.
you just keep going round and round in my brain.
do you know how much i wish i could take my brain out and take you out of it?
just to save it in the computer.at least i wouldn't be suffering as much.
i am tearing as i am writing.i do not know why.
it had been really really long since our story starts.as well as end.
I've never being in this states before.
i do not know how to handle all this anymore.
when ever i feel happy sad fear alone bored i always think of you.
how?
when is your name going to appear in my inbox again?
lastly i gonna congrats you on direct admission to Sp accountancy course.
i am feeling like shit now.even after listening to mr brightside i still couldn't find my source of light.

I've not being replying tag..i am truly sorry.

Te ubesc

Labels: genevieve

13th august 2008

Singapore still haven obtain a single shit in the Olympic.
Doreen,YiJin,Sem,HuiMin,Connie(by coincidence.) and April(by coincidence.)
thanks everyone for gathering for my day.though its belated.i am really happy that you guys manage to even drew out the whole evening for me..i am really glad about it.
could friendship be any better than this?its hard to find.
for not contacting for nearly 1/2 year.you guys still would still gather and remember such a puny character in this game.i really appreciate.although i was really tired through out.i tried the best to put up the best side of me.as i do not want to make it as if i took it for granted..cause i didn't..

Te amo all.

11th august 1991.

i was born into the world.=D what a blessing to all my friend as there is such a day for me to be born out and thus they have such good friend which is myself..xD

11th august 2008

i made a birthday party .. Shaun,Tetsu,Alex(Ab),Guolin,HockBoon,Carol,Cheryl,Jon,LeeYing and lastly Serene. witness the fun at my beloved home...(= thanks for everything..people..(:
even tho many didn't give present. Te ubesc people..(: this is the best birthday i ever had..=D

12th august 2008

i am sick and i went to the school get mt result
not satisfied and i definately will retake my mt.

8.02pm

i think i am having a fever now.

new BEGINNING.

YOYOYO~trying out shuffling..zul boon and me are the letting the bass lead us to where we should belong~~hohoho you wouldn't understand.so don't bother to~~~~

okie..we have a fulfilling lunch in the kfc in fuchun cc..or should i say dinner?it around 4+..the veriety value meal is merely full of chicken..BORING~~oh yea and i had a free cheese fries..the crew somehow forgotten to add on the xtra charges..so yea..i shall not remind him to damage my wallet any further..its already very poor.. D;
then zul never went for the lesson so we went to the playground that have the swing under renovation to slack D;
for some reason junhao was there as well..and i don't seems to understand the reason.. D;
we start talking about mac times..working with aunties aren't easy at all..but they can be fun you've to know how to interact with them. =P
then after the conversation we went over to fuchun community centre 5th floor to see their lesson..its kidda boring..but i notice there is a girl that is QUITE cute..not dare to drop conclusion due to didn't have a clear view of her...anyway its non of my business..o level then is..zzz

bye~