i am posting almost the same time as yesterday .
another disappointment .
when i set my mine on you .
once again i gain another setback .
mum's birthday .
happy birthday mum .
hope you like the gift .
hope you like the cake .
if school is a misery to you .
you appearing in my life is a misery to me .
not dedicated to anyone except for myself .
do not ask me who as i wouldn't even bother to remember today .
restriction on posting again .
i hate this type of thing .
i can't post what so ever i want to post .
as someone out there would be sad .
but me not able to post it out would be sadder .
but i kane who care for others a thousands time more than i care for myself .
sometime i really hate it this way .
as i wouldn't be able to do/write nor say what ever is really in my heart .
if you understand what i mean .
a coffee spilled would leave a stain there .
it would never ever go away .
and cause i am kane who would rather make myself suffer than to see other people suffer .
and this is why i hate going into a relationship .
cause even when i know that i am suffering .
as long as you whom i do not love anymore happy i am contented .
and this is kane .
i can't bear to see anyone to put on a sad face .
and i rather i am sad .
trying to be happy .
i love kane .
i hate kane .
i am kane .