long since i last posted on any of my blog..
be it private blog or this one..
awfully spend holidays..working the job you do not like to work..
having no one that really understand you..
why must i get the pressure that other teenager doesn't have to endure..
i work the work i do not like.. while other people can slack the life through and get the equal things that i am getting.. hais..
life is just getting tougher and the dim light that shows happiness is not getting any brighter.. for me at least..
i need someone..anyone..
whom accept me for who i am and what i do..cause i wouldn't change just because who you are..
i saying this not targeting anyone specifically.. i love myself for who i am and what i do.. do not bother trying to change me:D